Blue October - Hate me

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my
head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my
bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm
alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like
home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in
my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you
never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it
in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one
accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one
thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head
up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were
trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like
suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard
to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross
your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me
behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I
had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face
in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it
used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.


"Atribui a esta musica a resposta que nunca me foi dada e graças a ela consegui voltar a sorrir...:-)"